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In My Prayers & Thoughts

These days I am living with a heavy heart. I am depressed and desperate as you don't spare anytime for me to think about anything. Every day I wake up in the morning hoping things have changed miraculously, yet things don't change. As the day goes old I prepare my mind and soul for the worst with a yearning and a silent prayer for a miracle.

Third Sunday of March 2010, evening 17.00pm was the saddest moment of my entire life. Well, that was when I knew that cancer has spread vigorously thorughout most of your internal organs. I don't know for how long I cried, but by the time I consoled myself it was time for bed. My eyes were puffy and it ached. My heart was sore for I can't possibly handle loosing you. I felt as if it was a nightmare, I pinched myself hoping I would wakeup and laugh at the cruel joke.

But no, nothing can change the fact that it is true.That day you come recovered will be the most happiest day of my entire life. I jus cant imagine things without you.How can it be possible that you can't stay to share all the fun with us.

You are the bravest person I have ever met, I admire you for that though the fact you hid the truth hurts and fills all of us with WHAT IF!!!!!!!!!!

$$$$ Plead for Help $$$$

‘Cancer’ is a very wide known word amongst all of us. But only a few are aware about this terminology. Cancer is term that encompasses a complex group of more than 100 different types of cancerous diseases.

Cancer can affect just about every organ in the human body. After reading about cancer I was surprised to learn that cancer can affect parts of the body like eyes and the heart.

Each type of cancer is unique with its own causes, symptoms, and methods of treatment. Like with all groups of disease, some types of cancer are more common than others.
Symptoms of cancer vary based on the type of cancer. As cancer progresses to an advanced stage, common symptoms can include weight loss, fever, and fatigue. These are very non-specific symptoms that are more likely related to other less serious illnesses than cancer.

I was dumbstruck to learn recently that a very close friend of mine is suffering from cancer. Right now he is in India undergoing chemotherapy and other necessary treatments accompanied by his sister. He has been there for over two months now and it will take extra three months. Due to this sudden tragedy his family is finding it hard to keep up with the expenses.

A few days back, when I opened my face book account I was taken aback with grief for little did I know he has cancer. He kept it for himself, but when things went financially downhill he desperately needed his friends to aid him. So worse is his situation financially that he requested for as low as Mrf5 if possible. And his health condition has detoriated so bad that his head of fine strong straight hair has gone completely bald. When he talked about it on msn he joked saying it’s the new ‘IN’ style. Though so much has changed with him, he still has his sense of humor and optimism.

Now I have started a campaign to collect as much as possible for his treatment. The failure to have the treatment shall result in a fate I can’t imagine for such a bubbly person.
Inshah Allah, I shall have the strength to work to raise enough money to help him in this sad tragedy.

*~*~* Humble *~*~*

It seems that everybody has a plan,

a goal to which they give their heart and soul

they plot a course,

do everything they can...

and suddenly the keyword is control.

I see how everybody hits a wall,

from time to time it is just what comes to be

no matter how they pine,

they seem to fall...

despite their passion and intensity

I think that I would rather play it cool,

and let the future look out for its own

the humble one will never look the fool...

like those who go on blindly and alone

In realizing I am not that tough...

I am satisfied,

and mine is just enough.

A little something about me

Well, may be none of you have noticed but quite sometime has passed me not babbling about myself. So today I thought why not write something about me since this is my blog and readers would want a piece of me every now and then to fill their appetite(literally hehehe).

The first thing I would like to share is that now I have become one FAT lazy bone.Yes, neither can I beleive that I could be this lethargic. For once every morning I have trouble waking up thus being late to office fashionably. The other day I had a pep talk and came to a resolution that if I feel like staying a few more minutes in the bed to remind myself I might be kicked out of work at this rate. The same thing happened this very day, I over slept, so much for a resolution lol.

Its so hard to get up and get to work in these fine sleepy days. Oh! how I envy the retired. I feel like taking off from work for a good part of the years ahead. Then, I don't think it will do me any good. Afterall I came back to work at the beginning of this week after a week's holiday.

Somehow I need to stick up with my resolution for coming to work on time else I will be history. Even after coming to work I don't find myself in the mood to be productive very unlike me. I really need some good motivation or let me hope with time I will be my good old workaholic punctual self.

That is all folks for the time being =D

Grand Avenue

One Trainer One Batch

Food or What?

Illusion

The Princess and The Frog

Set in the city of New Orleans comes a modern twist on a classic tale, featuring a beautiful girl named Tiana from hardworking parents: the strong loving father, James, and her mother the inspiration and anchor , a frog prince(Prince Naveen) who desperately wants to be human again.

Tiana’s dream is to open New Orleans’ finest restaurant. Believing like her father that wishes don’t come true without hard work, Tiana eschews fun and works double shifts to save money.
Spoiled and irresponsible, Prince Naveen , from the far-off kingdom of Maldonia, arrives in New Orleans, cut off from his parents’ money. Naveen meets Dr. Facilier , “the Shadowman.” Facilier transforms Prince Naveen into a frog as part of a scheme to steal a local rich man’s money.

When Tiana and froggy Prince Naveen meets, Naveen convinces Tiana that her kiss can make him human again. However, in a twist on the Grimm brothers’ fairy tale, “The Frog Prince,” the kiss leaves Naveen unchanged, but instead also transforms Tiana into a frog. The fateful kiss in the hope of turning back the frog prince human and achieving Tiana’s dream through the riches of the frog prince leads them both on an adventure through the mystical bayous of Louisiana.
With the assistance of Louis, a trumpet-playing alligator and Ray, a Cajun firefly , Tiana and Naveen race against time to Mama Odie , the bayou-dwelling ancient who has the power to undo Facilier’s spell.

The Princess and the Frog is a Disney animation first – the lead is an African-American heroine (the Black Disney princess). However, one could be forgiven for forgetting that fact while watching this movie. Under the direction of the revered team of John Musker and Ron Clements (The Little Mermaid, Aladdin), The Princess and the Frog is so amazing, it almost makes you forget the historical and social implications. Even the Black princess not having a

Black prince is no big deal when placed in the context of this magical film.

The Princess and the Frog not only marks the return to traditional 2D hand-drawn animation, but it is also the return of the Disney musical in the vein of Beauty and the Beast.This is a must-see cartoon.

OBESITY

Obesity is a growing global health problem.

Obesity is when someone is so overweight that it is a threat to their health.

Obesity typically results from over-eating (especially an unhealthy diet) and lack of enough exercise.

In our modern world with increasingly cheap, high calorie food (example, fast food — or “junk food”), prepared foods that are high in ingredients like salt, sugars or fat, combined with our increasingly sedentary lifestyles, increasing urbanization and changing modes of transportation, it is no wonder that obesity has rapidly increased in the last few decades, around the world.

Basic crops such as corn and soybeans are used to such an extent that many unhealthy and processed foods are created from them, at a subsidized rate, thus contributing to the problem. Because we subsidize those calories, we end up with a supermarket in which the least healthy calories are the cheapest. And the most healthy calories are the most expensive. That, in the simplest terms, is the root of the obesity epidemic for the poor—because the obesity epidemic is really a class-based problem. It’s not an epidemic, really. The biggest prediction of obesity is income.

Overweight and obesity are advancing rapidly in the developing world as well while 80 percent of the world’s hungry children live in countries with food surpluses.

For the first time in human history, the number of overweight people rivals the number of underweight people during the past decades.

Nest Head

Nest Head

To My Kindred Spirit

We share secrets, we laugh and even cry,
We have so much in common,
Concerns, likes and dislikes.
Ours is a relationship joined by
Tender velvet chains that link our similar dreams of life and love.
A gentle intuition guides us in our individual struggles to succeed at the things we pursue,
to stand out from the crowd.
In you I have found so much of myself,
Including many of the same
Insecurities and philosophies.
Complete inner-peace and happiness,
These are the things
I wish for you,
in the present and in the future
because you are my kindred spirit.

~~One and Only True LOVE~~

Yesterday you were here filling me with endless happiness and laughter. Today you whereabouts totally unknown to me and those who care about you. Every new day begins with fresh and raw memories of you, as if you were never gone, as if you were always here with me being my bundle of joy and serenity. The first time I saw you it was love at first sight which I never believed but meeting you changed it all. You were totally admirable and cute, who wouldn't love you? I was certain that you would bring me innumerous contentment and liveliness to my rather bleak life. Also, I believed deep down that one day you will leave or one day I will have to let you go, I believed that your last day will be a very new beginning of heartache. I knew that I'll never forget you. With you a piece of my heart is gone forever. OUR STORY STARTED LIKE THIS................................................... .................................................................................................................................................... It was another ORDINARY day, little did I know that it will be a remarkable day with a special gift from god. My sister's boyfriend then(now my bro-in-law) brought Milly from wilderness. Milly is a rabbit we adopted. She was so cute, a fluffy fur ball with adorable eyes, white and brown fur. I fell in love with Milly as soon as I saw her.Milly spent almost four years with our family in a special place made for her in the balcony though we let her roam around the house in well-behaved days which is quite often.

THE BEST THINGS ABOUT MILLY:
*Milly never pees on any place other than the very corner in the balcony(we call it her toilet)
*Milly loves eating, esp chocolate, nuts ,Maldivian short eats and lettuce.
*Milly can always cheer everyone no matter how hard things are with her adorable actions like scratching her butt or standing on her two legs.
*With Milly around no one ever felt lonely for she'll let know she is there either by banging on the door or by playing with items she is given to play with.

Due to certain difficulties we had no choice but give up her. Since the children's park was the idle place for her she was taken there. As soon as she was in the cage the other rabbits attacked her mercilessly leaving her bruised all over. She was taken out of the cage, she was motionless. So her cage was seperated, as days passed Milly recovered from the external injuries. After a few weeks, to check Milly's state some of my family members went to the park but Milly was nowhere to be seen. When the responsible person of the pets in the park was asked about her over the phone, his response was she will be there. But where? MILLY IS NO MORE? WHAT BECAME OF MILLY? If SHE DIED DID SHE DIE OF BROKEN HEART? DUE TO SEPERATION?